When Bad News Piles Up!

Aaaaaaahhhh I fucked up my wifes laptop! I won't go into all the gory details, but it was my fault, human error, but the bad news is the hard drive is dead, or to use the tech support guys words, "your hard drive has gone bad"! Yeah that will send shivers right down your spine and into your wallet. The really really bad part is the laptop was a gift from dear Aunt Pansy. My wife used it twice and now its dead. I am to blame. Upwards of a couple hundred dollars to repair it, but I don't have two dimes to rub together. My buddy tried to help me but to no avail. Yesterday while I am already stressing about the fucked laptop, I get the news that my Mom has cancer. So now that is weighing heavy on my mind. I feel like I could just curl up and die. So what do I do, I come back to blogging, it is my therapy. I have been away from blogging for a long time, I found a new therapy when the laptop came it was new enough to run a nice myspace app called green spot. Thats what I've been doing, it was better than meditation. Because I am an idiot and broke the laptop I no longer have that therapy. My wife, God bless her, is blissfully asleep and not aware of how bad the laptop fuck up is. I have to find the courage to tell her that not only did I fuck it up, but that I fucked it up good. It will cost us 100 bucks for a new hard drive and another 100 bucks for a new xp disk. I hate computers, it is too bad that all the amazing stuff the internet has to offer can only be accessed thru these difficult and complex machines that break down frequently. This cloud has a silver lining, I still have this old pc, runs great but not good enough to run myspace apps, but works great for blogging. Peace, pray for me.